Tuesday, July 04, 2006
i feel like i have been scrunched up into a ball like paper, chucked in hydrochloric acid then into an incinerator.
i am so depressed that one of my bestest friends is leaving good ol'boarding school to live with her crabby no good arrogant uncle who has no life, and nothing better to do than torture her with his tyranny and put her under pressure to do well.
honestly, it is f***ing bullsh!t that this idiotic man has so much power over her.
seriously.. what is with Asian families and they put SOO much emphasis on doing well and studying hard and becoming a frickin doctor or somthing boring like that.
why the hell do u need so many doctors in one family??
not dissing anyone or anything. but some people (mostly parents) just have to get it thru their frickin thick skulls that not EVERYONE can be super smart nerdy brainiacs. u can't hav all ur kids super smart and at the same intelligence levels.
sure it would be good to be a smart kid, that way maybe ur parents cut u some slack.
and to my friend's parents: no offence but u need to see that ur daughter ain't destined for medicine or dentistry. honestly, who'd want to spend their life digging around in people's bodies or sticking hands in mouths? Gross i say.
she only says she will leave because that f***ing b@st@rd pressured her into thinking that if she said no, her parents would abandon her. now which parents in the right mind would ever do that. so what if he refuses to help her anymore. it's not like he was much help any way.
GOD that man p!sses the sh!t outta me!!!!
now, she already has lack of social life, and her social life comprises of chattin with us everyday.
and that's about all.
now she is gonna have no social life at all. zilch. nada.
and i don't consider being watched like a hawk by some bald terrorist wannabe evil man, and having to discuss work with him as social life.
she wouldn't be around any people her age except in school, and she already does enough study there let alone in boarding school.
i just hate her f***ed up uncle who thinks he is better than everyone, and that everyone loves him because he is such a small cute innocent man (so u think u idiot!!!).
ok enough ranting. i think i hve had my little anger attack and explosion..
breathing calmly now....
c i a o
11:09 pm ♥