AHH tonight was the OC 2nd last (i think..) episode of the LAST ever OC season!!!!

This can't be happenninngg

well they just ended with this HUGE MoFo earthquake, with things falling everywhere!

AND...

Then it ended, with very vague ads for the last season, which is on Friday. and its 2 HOURS.

So, have to toss up between TotalTvAddict or SocialButterfly cos it's the same day as the O/Yeah Oweek party. :( But it may well be a mosh of overdrunken people slopping around the tav for all i know.. :P

but you never know.. :)

AHH who knows.. i'll decide at some point in time. :)

Anyways, I'm going to sleep now... My eyes burn..

I TOLD YOU SO!! :P

11:01 pm ♥

10:35 pm ♥

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ALL!! :)

Ok, I know it's like 1/2 hour to the normal day, but OH well at least i wrote y'all a post.. hhaha..

So, went to curtin again, STINKING ART DEPARTMENT is so confusing. GAHH. i already hate it.. why can't it be nice and simple like smc.. oh well its uni u can't be spoonfed there.. :)

caught Music and Lyrics today!! It is such the coolest show... aside from the cheesy pop 80s tunes, and the HIGHLY promiscuous teen popstar, it was a cute little love story, which features one of THE best duets, (who ever knew hugh and drew could sing?) of the year.. i don't think it will bring in the awards, but it is sooo cute. and new comer haley bennett has a really good voice too! and although her songs are a little, strange to say the least, she sings well.. :) overall i ADORED it. and i can't get the fricking songs out of my head, which leaves only ONE option...

BUY THE CD!! YAYY

i can't download the songs.. hahaha that's why i gave up on piracy. actually i don't really download.. haha. yeahhh alright, time to say goodbye to valentines day 07! :)

i hope you all had a beautiful day with your loved ones, and even if you have no special other, i hope you had a beautiful day ANYWAY! :)

much love

xoxo

10:36 pm ♥

hmmmmmmm.

well i haven't done very much today...

baked brownies tonight for valentines day..

OH Happy Valentines Day all!!! :D

Tomorrow have to head back to Curtin, and try to sign up for my classes.. It's terrible..

Wearing closed shoes tomorrow, incase i need to do a little running. hahaha..

ok well hope y'all have a good valentines spcially if you have someone special to spend it with! :D

12:06 am ♥

6:30 pm ♥

9:56 am ♥

today i went to the city with audzz, did my shopping and stuff, and then we went on to Myer right before we left..

Now, there's this girl, looks about 17-18, and she's handicapped, sitting in a wheelchair and busks for money.. she sings, and she has the most beautiful voice, and its really powerful too... i've seen her a couple of times, and everytime she delivers her songs with the most strength and professionalism, bringing joy to all.. today was no different.. we walked into the shop and i saw her sitting in the gap between the other shop and the one we just went to.. she was singing her heart out and being all happy, you could nerly feel her energy.. so we went about our business, then went to go out to the next shop... when i passed her, i glimpsed out of the corner of my eye that she was crying.. i continued to walk into the shop, because it didn't really register that she was crying, and when you cry, you're generally sad.... however, i felt something tugging at my heart. something told me i should go out there and check, so i rushed out. true enough the tears were rolling uncontrollably down her face.. she had no tissue and was trying anxiously to flick away the large tears falling from her eyes.. suddenly, i felt sad too, even though i didn't know what was wrong.. but to see someone go from such energetic merriment to a near state of devastation made me want to cry too..

so i rummaged around in my bag for a packet of tissue and went over to her with audz... even though she didn't know who i was she accepted the tissue and began to wipe her eyes. she smiled at me gratefully, and my heart warmed immediately.. i asked her what was wrong. she told us that some guys had stolen $20 off her, because it had fallen out of her tin... and they even had the audacity to pretend they were putting it back.. i mean it was at her feet!

i was struck with a sharp chord of sadness, i mean, to try your best, waste your energy trying to earn a little money to get by, and then suddenly lose all of it in one second.. so we comforted her, and a nice indian lady stopped to comfort her and console her.. she smiled gratefully at all of us and i'm sure audz and the nice indian lady felt happier too.. we each got some money out so that she got her $20 back.. she was running late to go home on the train already, so we decided we'd help her out a little. she thanked us, and we all left her to go home, slightly happier that we'd helped someone in need.. however, something did bother me.. what i noticed before going to help her, while i was rummaging in my bag for tissues, was that no one stopped to help her or ask her what was wrong before i did.. and she'd been sitting there for awhile.. and i noticed something else.. all the (no offence) white people, seemed to just ignore her, like she was a wall, or a pillar or something inanimate.. it's like they failed to realise that she was there, crying, in a near state of devastation. what's better was there was this white lady in a business suit just staring at her, like she had painted green stripes and pink spots on her face and blue hair. she was just staring, not even going to bother to ask her what was wrong, almost as if, she didn't want to go near her should her misfortunes rub off on her.. it was quite scary really, that these people, merrily doing their shopping or knocking off work, fail to notice their fellow human beings, who happen to be less fortunate than themselves. and probably being purely coincidental, the only people who bothered to stop and help this white girl were Asians... :/ no offence to anyone, it was probably just coincidental.. but some people have to learn to take in their surroundings better.. and help those who are less fortunate.. obviously you wouldn't want to go near a screaming drunk homeless man, because you know, he's just a little more dangerous than a singing teenager in a wheelchair.. this experience has made me want to do more volunteer work through CV in uni...helping someone less unfortunate sure puts a spark in my day.. i just really hope i can make someone smile every single day.. today, audz thanked me for making her smile for the first time in 3 weeks... you don't understand how glad it made me feel, that i was able to make someone smile today.. :) especially when they're going through such pain and hurt.. :( i just hope, everyone becomes more aware of others, and this world may somehow, fix itself..

11:50 pm ♥

Took my 1st phase Ls theory test today!

I passed with flying colours!! :D

30/30 actually.. woo.

I am now licensed to drive!! heh.. ok no not exactly.. i'm licensed to LEARN how to do so... i don't like driving though... meh.. at least i know the road rules.. lol. off to the city in an hour or so.. shopping woo!

and i saw this cool black dress in Kmart this morning.. its AWESOME. but oh so dear.. :( if only i was made of $$$$$$$ hehehe..

and the tartan kind of skirt (though not exactly) is in too, they're quite nice.. and i long to have this tulle skirt from supre.. i've wanted it ever since i watched bewitched and nic kidman was wearing one and i absolutely fell in love with it... but that's oh so dear as well... so i'll have to settle for cheap bargain stuff. ahh well that's the way the world works.. i'll just have to get them on clearance! :D which will be a looong while from now.. D:

hahha. so just here to announce my passing the test which i was so anxious about and did the online quiz about 30 or so times until i got perfect scores... ahh late night studying once more.. now i have to learn HOW to drive.. sometimes i wish we just knew how to automatically from birth.. wouldn't that be cool.. i wish it was just like 2nd nature.. hahaha life would be so much easier.. ehh.

ciaoness! :*

12:02 pm ♥

so went to the city few days ago, and to my utmost SURPRISE, they opened a Supre in the city right near where I shop most frequently!!
Excitement of the year my fave shop in a now more convenient place! :D
so, stepped in because i just had to have a look, and it was major sale time! so exciting.. except i couldn't buy anything.. which was depressing.. :(

but spotted a few niceties which i may pick up when i head back to the city on Friday. which reminds me, Mum's birthday tomorrow!! And we haven't got her presents.... What am I gonna do.. Maybe i'll give her the champagne glasses.. Yes, maybe i'll do just that... Hmm..

Was supposed to go take my 1st phase Ls yesterday, except dad had to take uncle N to the hospital... he has a nasty rash thats all swollen, and yeah you probably don't want to know any other details.. :S

lol.. so shall be taking the test sometime soon.. and dad really wants to get me the 5 door Getz.. actually i despise it, but i guess it is probably one of the most economical on the market.. except i like the 3 door one alot better, mads was right, it is a lot nicer than the dowdy old 5 door ones. looks alot sleeker and sportier.. except dad wants it to be the 2nd family car, and wants it for transporting things. i think otherwise.. i like the 3 door one MUCH better... but we'll see how things go.. the Red for the 3door Getz is beautiful, mads is lucky she got the exact one! :) and i saw the honda Jazz (expensive but quite cute) in Cosmo (what are these magazines coming too.. :P) in a beautiful lilac, but no way would i be getting a Jazz.. so i gotta learn to like the Getz if dad gets one.. the car i really like though is the Mazda 121, newer style and with the sun roof.. mum had one in spore before my sis was born, and i am absolutely loving it! except now it's considered an old bomb of a car, and they try to argue that it's an old peoples car.. REALLY i've seen more oldies in the Getz than the Mazda 121.. because the Mazdas are generally cheaper, so i guess it'd hurt your wallet less if you totalled it.. lol! :) but apparently it likes to fall apart.. depends on the car though i think.. :)

Heroes is on tonight, but the sad thing is i think it clashes with the 3rd season premiere of House!!! I am SO depressed.. ok i admit, a little superficial to be worrying about things like these, but i LOVE house, and Heroes is really awesome too.. so MAJOR dilemma.. except Mum really likes Heroes and it's her birthday tomorrow.. So i think we'll end up watching heroes.. :( but oh well! i'll just go to Pet St in KL and get House.. hehehe. hmm, well i think i'm off to take a nanna nap before lunch... waking up early in the morning to get my sister ready for school is proving to be a KILLER. i really only do it so my parents don't run around like headless chickens and screaming like banshees because my sister is too slow.. then mum's blood pressure gets raised and she gets all EMO, her throat gets sore, she starts yelling at me, yelling at dad, yelling at the stove.. ok not quite the stove but you get the picture! then she blames us when she loses her voice.

so i've taken over the preparing her lunch, breakfast and recess.. my my what a wonderful world.. and my mornings are alot quieter, and alot more sleepier.. :( so i rely on my lil nanna naps... :P

nighty nighttt

11:16 am ♥

I've been reading about some of the things they offer (recreation wise) at Curtin, and my friend Nor introduced me to Curtin Volunteers! I really want to get involved with that... there's all that good for the soul stuff like helping the elderly and little kids and blind people.. i haven't done enough of that in my life..

After watching The Pursuit of Happyness yesterday, i came to realise how lucky i am. and the movie inspired me to help those who are less fortunate.. i can't do it right at this moment, because i have not much money myself, like i haven't earnt any through working :S.. but one day if i am rich or well-off (*coughs* hopefully) i will open houses for the less fortunate, large ones with lots of room so that perhaps each will have a place to stay at night.. i really pray that unemployment and all that social suffering will stop, and that God has a way to make all humans happy..

i often think that i could do without my parents, but only because of the super super overprotectiveness.. I often wish i lived alone and independently, with no one there to yell at me or make my blood boil.. But after watching the movie, which by the way is an excellent film to catch, very meaningful too, and Will Smith's son is soo cute! :) After it, i realised that i really shouldn't be so ungrateful.. it's not that i'm ungrateful, not at all, i am totally grateful to whatever they've provided me with, it's just the overbearing overprotectiveness that gets to me.

they just have to learn to let go..

i really really wish they knew how..

11:19 pm ♥